I am Jack's inflamed sense of rejection

The day blink-182 got back together...

2009-02-09T04:47:17Z

was the day I revived my livejournal.

can't wait to hear the new material, see them this summer (no matter how much cash I've gotta shell out) and be happy. I love 2009.

this post goes out to ms. lisa sherman

2006-10-03T07:08:20Z

eat your heart out. don't you wish you would have been a cool kid and came out to state to see this?

haha, i love you anyway.

here's the rest of 'em: http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/notherbrokenteen/album?.dir=/ba87re2

lilmeyissa @ 2006-09-18T02:56:00

2006-09-19T06:58:22Z

travis landon barker, if you even think about dating paris hilton...well then i've got a big fat fucking bone to pick with you.

bob saget, it's been forever since I've updated this. but i've been hearing rumors about that whore making out with my husband and it really chapped my ass.

good day.

few days laterrrrr

2006-06-19T15:07:18Z

for anyone who cares to look....here's my pictures from warped tour last friday. they're mostly of paramore because well, that's who I drove 4 hours to go and see. there's a couple of senses fail's acoustic set but i was too lazy to get off my ass and get closer so they're reallllly far away.

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/notherbrokenteen/album?.dir=c04f&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//photos.yahoo.com/ph//my_photos

pinery in 2 days!!!! You dont even know how excited I am. really excited.

Nacho Libre is a funny movie. It's totally napoleonesque but come on, you can't get enough of napoleon. plus it's jack black wearing stretchy pants instead of some goofy lookin' fucker telling you to vote for pedro. fuck pedro. nachoooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

i'm outtie like a belly button. love, peace and chicken grease.

I'm such a dirty scumbag.

2006-05-07T07:28:01Z

I'm bored so I just went back and looked at some old journal entries and.....why am I such an idiot? why do I have any friends at all?! haha, I think I was raised by a pack of wolves. either that or a group of nudist, perverted sugar mommas who run a whorehouse out of the local bakery.

^^there I go again!!! I need to learn some manners.

anyway, Alice Cooper once told me that school's out for summer (but it's not out forever). I'm home and the fun shall begin soon, only to be interrupted by some uneccesary drama that we'll all get over and be great friends again. happens every time.

I won't be able to come out and play alot this week since my mom decided she was gonna go to hawaii for 10 days and leave me with the kids. So I'm a single mom till mother's day (how ironic). then it's all about friends and bonfires and concerts for the rest of the summer.

those tic tac commercials are fake

2006-04-24T18:54:25Z

10 more days until I don't have to worry about papers, projects, exams, classes or studying. fuck, I can't wait.

on a side note, this weekend was amazing. between the drag show, reggie and the full effect, alkaline trio and all the beer, I don't know where I found time to eat or sleep. high five weekend.

how'd you get here?

2006-04-06T03:33:21Z

I fucked somebody.

I live life on the edge.

sometimes I write fucking amazing songs that make people shit their pants. But I also live a life of courage.

lilmeyissa @ 2006-03-19T16:29:00

2006-03-19T21:30:24Z

...amazing.

ST. PATTY'S DAY!

2006-03-17T18:29:58Z

Well, I just got off work and I'm planning on eating lunch real quick and starting on my night. Yeah, it's 1:15 in the afternoon. That's just how I roll.

I'm really sad this won't be happening this year though...

happy st. "put on a green shirt and get fucked up" day!

hollllaaaa

2006-03-03T08:14:20Z

I'M FUCKING BORED. oops, caps lock.

8x canada in a can = 8 labatt's blue. and i'm bored.

I can't wait to go home tomorrowwwwww!!!
tomorrow = 4 of the longest hours of work (aka doing absolutely nothing) and then we're driving to ctown. i never thought i'd be this excited to be in that damn town. but i am because i get to see mr. mike daniels, josh gibson, josh flaugher, corey jalbert and ms. brittany ciaramitaro. everyone else falls into the "i love you" category.

as of 4pm tomorrow, i'll be a chestertuckian again.

dun duh dun

2006-02-27T05:38:59Z

It's sunday night...I'm bored.

Spring break is:
5 days
9 classes
1 exam
1 group project
and 3 work shifts away.

I'm not even doing anything exciting, just going home. That means: see some friends and fam, drink some beers, maybe take a road trip, and definitely laugh alot.

my ipod broke today. i was really scared. but then i fixed it. i know, that was a good story.
okay so basically, this was a pointless entry. i tricked you.
night bitches

mel's frustration with life

2006-02-23T06:57:52Z

I'm almost 20 years old and I have done nothing with my life. Sure, I'm in college but I find myself skipping like 3 classes per week because "I have better shit to do". What is that better shit you might ask? Oh yeah, that would be sleeping or sitting on my ass watching TV or playing free cell. I know everyone has to go through this "What am I doing with my life" phase at some point in their lives but I was hoping mine wouldn't hit me until at least my senior year. I just want to get out there and do something. Fuck money, fuck school, fuck everything. I'm not afraid to be out there with no more than $5 in my pocket and not exactly sure how I'm going to eat dinner that week, as long as I'm out there. You'd think that once you go away to college you'd feel more free and independent. Mmmmm nope. My job is shitty (I'm lucky I even have one), I'm constantly being reminded of student loans and how important my degree is. As much as I love my major, I just can't see myself doing the 9 to 5 deal, stuck behind a desk and worried about getting fired anytime soon. I want to do something for ME before I'm stuck with that shit.

In conclusion...if anyone wants to be my partner in crime, let's fuck up our lives a little bit before we have to go out into the "real world". I'm thinking...roadies on the warped tour this summer. how fuckin' fun would that be?

this is where you comment and say: "Mel, quit your bitching. You've got way more than alot of people could even ask for!" I'm grateful...I guess I'm just bored.

Paramore show

2006-02-16T21:42:11Z

A-fucking-mazing. I had so much fun and I'm so glad I forked out the cash to go. (Everyone knows what a cheap-ass I am) But there's no way I was missing this. I have a shit-ton of pictures so look at 'em if you want but if not...I'll kill you in your sleep.

check 'em out bitches... http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/notherbrokenteen/album?.dir=c04f&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/notherbrokenteen/my_photos

lilmeyissa @ 2006-02-06T01:25:00

2006-02-06T06:28:24Z

Gemini:
You're not in the mood for angry words, bright lights or loud music -- and no rushing around, either. This will amaze your friends, who've come to expect nonstop activity and commotion as your absolute favorite state of affairs. Still, you're perfectly entitled to silence when you want it. Could it be time for a trip to the country? Or maybe just a day alone, with the headphones on and the phone turned off?

ummm....I stayed in EVERY NIGHT THIS WEEK and watched movies by myself. It was amazing.

next week is going to go by slow I think. Not too much going on. Possibly coming home for the weekend for a "Grammy Party" but we'll see.

paramore on the 15th at the shelter. woop.

woah

2006-01-12T21:38:50Z

paramore=fucking sweet

i love msu, especially when it's 50 degrees in the middle of january. lovely.

lilmeyissa @ 2005-12-30T13:15:00

2005-12-30T18:32:50Z

sooo, I'm in Indiana with the whole fam damily. I'm gonna come back with a southern accent and you'll all be thrilled.

my uncle is getting married tomorrow and I can't believe it. Just a couple of years ago we were pulling all of the pillows and couch cushions onto the floor and playing king of the mountain. He's 23, I can't even imagine getting married in 3 years. fuck, it's so weird. I'm super stoked for him though because his fiance, Balla (yes, Balla) is awesome. just a little taste:

(in normal conversation)
"Damn those retards, they get all the luck!"
"I like the poop that has the perfect consistency so that nothing comes out on the toilet paper."
"It was like hell upside down...on a stick."

last night, we went to B-Dubs and hung out with some of the bridal party. Tonight is the rehearsal dinner which should be pretty crazy and tomorrow is the big day. I hope all my little bitches in C-town have a great new years and I will be talking to you at midnight. I'll be back sometime sunday.

the holidays cause suicides...and stress related cold sores. oh wait, that's family

2005-12-23T06:19:13Z

"You wanna know how I know you're gay?

...cause you like Coldplay."

So far, all Chesterfield has had to offer me is: late night sledding and movie nights.
I need something more exciting, dammit.

And the most overused word in the English language is....

2005-12-18T21:13:28Z

random.

thank you, I'll be here for 3 weeks.

sorry about all of these...

2005-12-15T03:07:13Z

but this is waayyyyyyy better than studying.

ps-I'll be home Saturday. Bust out the Crystal

You Were a Zebra

You tend to see life in black and white - clearly without filters.
You enjoy being part of a group while maintaining your individuality.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.
You focus on living a quality life.
You're not easily impressed with novelty.
Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

The Cure Shares Your Taste in Music

See their whole playlist here (iTunes required)

Which Musician (or Group) Shares Your Taste in Music?

You're a Wild Drunk

You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again!

What Kind of Drunk Are You?

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.
You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.

Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Your Christmas is Most Like: National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation

Christmas is a big, boisterous event at your place.
And no matter what, something hilarious usually happens.

What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

okay, that was mostly for me and my boredom. If anyone looked at all those, congratulations: you don't want to study just as much as I don't. And if you don't have finals, then you're just pathetic. But if you are now taking as many quizzes as you possibly can...then I salute you.

study time. goooooo

obviously NOT studying

2005-12-14T02:02:58Z

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Tuesday I helped punkrockbyll across the street (6 points). Last Wednesday I put money in shimo_3's expired parking meter (14 points). In February I gave brand_new03 a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). Last Sunday I gave _touch a kidney (1000 points). Last Thursday I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points).

Overall, I've been nice (1341 points). For Christmas I deserve a red Radio-Flyer wagon!

Sincerely,
lilmeyissa

fuck yeah

2005-12-13T01:02:58Z

Your 2005 Song Is

Since You've Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson

"But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on"

In 2005, you moved on.

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

kelly and I are involved. I want you to know that

"it's like his death birthday."

dear finals

2005-12-11T00:24:31Z

suck my imaginary penis and choke.

love, mel

well I jumped on the bandwagon

2005-12-07T20:29:41Z

Take my damn "quizzie"

Holler

now aren't you glad you wasted your time?

wow...it's december

2005-12-07T01:39:05Z

Well, because my family sucks at actually being a family, christmas is ruined. as was thanksgiving. So I'm pretty psyched about that one.

Finals are next week. That's no fun. But I get to go home for 3 weeks. That has its ups and its downs all at the same time. I miss my friends but being in Chesterfield feels like being in an air tight room and every breath you take, you're that much closer to dying. I think that best sums it up.

I have fucking mono. cool. when my mom asked me how I got it, she didn't understand that I never knew his name. She'll get it one day.

The snow in East Lansing is like heaven. There's nothing like walking around on campus in the snow, hearing the Beaumont Tower's christmas bells and seeing all the green and white lights on Grand River.

MSU is love.

I feel really bad cuz I think I got Jenny sick. It's 8:30pm and she's sleeping. She's an old woman's vagina is what she is.

okay this was a bunch of randomness. I'm bored because Gilmore Girls is a re-run and I'm waiting for Commander in Chief to come on. wow, that's the most exciting part of my day. how sad. I'm going to go stick my head in the oven. we don't have an oven. damn.

$$$

2005-11-29T23:35:35Z

So I decided that I'm going to start selling my organs one at a time until I can buy all of my famliy members christmas presents.

Anyone need:
-an appendix
-kidney
-liver (wait, i need that)
-goiter (what the fuck is a goiter anyway?!)
-tonsils
-left lung (why not?)

It's either this or become an assassin. that sounds pretty fun. watch yo' back biotch